I Hate Things When It Becomes Shitty and All That

     I know that no one will going to read this. And that's okay. I really don't mind at all. 'Coz this post is just all about saying what is purely on my mind cause I just want to let things all out. I've been quite for a very long time.

     You know... Some people are just shitty now a days. Just some...

     And you see, I never intended to be mean, harsh, or to be bitter right nao, 'cause wherever state I am right now of being single is fine. And I know it is going nowhere... for now. I have plans. God's plans. And so, I'm living peacefully and quiet right now and is gradually coping to "life's unfairness" or should I say "human's unfairness?" And so, these shitty beings will suddenly come up to you, and will boast things to you that's gunna hurt you eventually. Like, "WATDAHELL are you saying man?" It is like if you are going to hurt me, do it DIRECTLY not INDIRECTLY 'coz that confuses me more.. Like what are your intentions then? To hurt me with a cute packaging cover-up? Hayyyyy. Can you just be MATURE and THINK NOT OF YOURSELF for a sec?

     When will you ever learn not to hurt people? When will you ever change? 

And for the record man,

     "THINGS ARE DEFINITELY AWKWARD NOW, 'COZ YOU WERE THE ONE WHO MADE EVERYTHING AWKWARD!!!"

      Then if your happy with whatever state you are right now, then BE HAPPY, SHUT THE HELL UP AND DON'T ACT AS IF I'M NOT IN THE ZONE! 

     Dang. This was shitty!

*I apologize for being this and all. Forgive my words but this is rawness... 



THAT'S ALL I HAFTA SAY.

CMFAO: Crying My Fat Ass Off! (As to LMFAO ;>)

     Yeah! YOU! I missyou!

     *SIGH. DEEP SIGH!

      Oh how I miss blogging! I really do! I miss writing, I miss watching tv, I miss playing, I miss strolling, I miss editing videos, I miss everything! But most important of all is I miss MYSELF! Yeah! You heard me right, I miss being myself. Because of these things I'm doing with school stuffs I haffta set aside all I want, and pursue what the time asks me to do. There are lotsov giant task so I haffta re-arrange, re-organize, and re-plan my schedule which is never followed. Well, just sometimes! Hayyy.

     I'm so sad that with these things I am busy with, I barely catch up with other important things that I value! I wanna do things and say things about them 'coz I really do care 'bout it! But it's just like I have no choice but to follow orders of other people 'coz they say that they know "WHAT IS BEST FOR ME". Do they really know? *SIGH. SIGH. SIGH. COUGH! Lol!

    Whatever! But my point is how about what I want? What I believe to? My priorities? Do they know that I get tired and hurt to? AM I EVEN A HUMAN? Indeed! I. Am. A. Human.

~From Natalie Grant's Twitpic, Instagram, or Lockerz...
I don't know! I do not remember!
But the baby looks cute anyway! That's how I cry! ^___^
COL! ='(

    Now a days, its funny that I found myself crying while walking on the streets which I do not usually do (crying on the streets???) and be seen by random people everywhere splashing waterfalls on my face or tearing inside a movie theater while watching an awesomeness, coolness, and action-packed movie called Transformers 3 with a friend not letting her know that I am crying! What the hell is wrong with me? Hahaha! Well let's just say, that's me! I'm emo these days because of these trashy things I feel, see, hear, smell and taste. Yep! TRASHY!

   So yeah, whatever state you are right now, for example, if you are privileged with money, freedom, talent, and everything, use them wisely! Know your values and fulfill all the things that you want to and the things you believe what is best for you! And if you're like me who is shuffling everyday like the LMFAO's Robot, just be diligent and obedient on following the things you  haffta follow even 'zat  you don't want to.'Coz maybe, just probably, it'll bear it's fruit in time. In God's time.

 Yah know,  I sometimes don't  understand many things but I thought... you don't have to understand everything! Yet, still.. I believe, things happens for a reason! DO YOU? :)

*Cheering you up!  Cheering myself up! LOL!

~SCDD