Always One of The Boys

I'm one of the boys

I'm your ultimate cheerer

Your no. 1 fan.

Your best buddy

Your all around brother

Haha

WTH?!

 Imma girl! 

Happy :-)

     Honestly, I do not think if I have the right to be sad or anything… Haha. I mean, I came to see my family and I came to see a friend. Yes. coming back for my family was worth it but seeing that friend of mine made it even more worth it.

     I only stayed there for like less than 48 hours but those hours that I was with them was  awesome. I knew that I'll be leaving some important matters back home but I've been always there for such a very long time - for the school, church, duties, etc. But really, I was really having second thoughts on going back to Cavite 'cause of those things that are holding me back. But in the end, my decision prevailed and I believed that God has turned his favor on me. 'Cause in the first place, I wouldn't be there if it wasn't for Him. So thank you God for Your permission.

      Being with my family there is incredible. I must say that, that is a place that you'll be feeling really loved and secured. Yeah! We do really have a big family here and seeing them again once in a while makes me happy especially just being with their company. :)

      I love how they trust me on everything -  on money, gadgets, chores, responsibilities, and more. When I'm there they give me things I've never ask them to give me or take me to places I've never ask them to take me. And I'm totally enjoying it 'cause it gives me a chance to explore different places, meet people, and keep the good finds that they gave me. Plus, never to forget the words of wisdom they are imparting to me. They love to share some stories that  really happened on their lives. So I am really learning from their experiences and will gonna make use of those eventually in the future. SO I LOVE THEM VERY MUCH…

     One of the two reasons that I came back here is to meet a friend. So okay, I will not hide his name na or anything 'cause in the first place, no one really reads my blog, second, you do not know him. So okay, it’s a guy and he is Dale. We had this plan to hang out this Sunday 'cause its Cavite City's Fiesta. He came there to Cavite 2 days ahead of me 'cause he lives in Las Pinas for schooling. I actually thought that I am not going to see him anymore 'cause he wasn't txting me for quite some time since I came there, but to my surprise he arrived outsidethe house waiting to pick me up. So there we were, we drove back to his house then attempted to watched a 3 hour movie. But it was an epic fail because for the next 2 hours he'll be going back to Las Pinas. He doesn’t want to go back there yet neither am I. So we had no choice to turn off the laptop and drive off somewhere with Gabby and the driver. So we kinda strolled around the park and drink some cold coffee. Nothing too serious happened, just small talks about his life and mine, then right shortly, they drove me back to my family's place, and did high five's and said goodbye to each other.

      Yeah, I gotta admit, that I was really excited seeing him once again but kinda sad because we had to say goodbyes too early 'cause he had to go back with his family as soon as possible. But on the contrary, I won't gonna deny not to miss him… A lot! But still, I am glad that we met again! ;)
     Shortly, while writing I was kinda interrupted doing this and I've kinda lost my momentum. Because of that, I do not know any more how to end this but let me end this by saying that my happy days are over and want to thank my family, friend, and the God almighty for making me happy, no matter where life takes me. So thank you, you, and You.. ^^

Muli

     Ayun. Ako ay nagmistulang isang talunan muli. Sapagkat may mga bagay na hindi pala pwede. Sapagkat may mga bagay ng gusto mong ipilit pero hindi pala dapat. At dahil doon, napag-alaman ko na hindi pala tayo dapat sige ng sige kasi mahirap pala iyon. Para mo na ring linagay ang sarili mo sa sarili mong hukay.

     Anga akala ko nga ma-re-redeem ko na ang mga noong pagkalugi ko eh. Akala ko lang naman.

     Akala, akala, akala… Puro na lang ako akala, buti nabuhay pa ako. Dahil kung literal ngang nakakamatay ang akala, marahil matagal na akong patay. Sa kabilang banda napagaalaman kong buhay pa naman ako bilang isang hamak na mangangangarap lang. Eh kahit naman kasing anong gawin ko kung hindi naman ito natutupad dahil ayaw itong pahintulutan ng realidad kung kaya’t madalas sila ay nauuwi hanggang sa pangarap na lamang.

Eh ano naman ang magagawa ko? Wala. Kundi…

Manahimik

Mangarap

Maghintay

Magkamali

Manalig

Hanggang sa akoy makasumpong ng tama MULI… :)

My Fault

My fault (is that...):

I trusted easily

I got attach a bit

I disregarded the flaws (lies, secrets, and subtleties)

I poured in a portion of my heart and mind and strength

I let my emotions slip

I knew that I was right that I was wrong

I hoped

I liked

Now, I regret.

What

about

his 

fault? ;)