Always One of The Boys

I'm one of the boys

I'm your ultimate cheerer

Your no. 1 fan.

Your best buddy

Your all around brother

Haha

WTH?!

 Imma girl! 

Happy :-)

     Honestly, I do not think if I have the right to be sad or anything… Haha. I mean, I came to see my family and I came to see a friend. Yes. coming back for my family was worth it but seeing that friend of mine made it even more worth it.

     I only stayed there for like less than 48 hours but those hours that I was with them was  awesome. I knew that I'll be leaving some important matters back home but I've been always there for such a very long time - for the school, church, duties, etc. But really, I was really having second thoughts on going back to Cavite 'cause of those things that are holding me back. But in the end, my decision prevailed and I believed that God has turned his favor on me. 'Cause in the first place, I wouldn't be there if it wasn't for Him. So thank you God for Your permission.

      Being with my family there is incredible. I must say that, that is a place that you'll be feeling really loved and secured. Yeah! We do really have a big family here and seeing them again once in a while makes me happy especially just being with their company. :)

      I love how they trust me on everything -  on money, gadgets, chores, responsibilities, and more. When I'm there they give me things I've never ask them to give me or take me to places I've never ask them to take me. And I'm totally enjoying it 'cause it gives me a chance to explore different places, meet people, and keep the good finds that they gave me. Plus, never to forget the words of wisdom they are imparting to me. They love to share some stories that  really happened on their lives. So I am really learning from their experiences and will gonna make use of those eventually in the future. SO I LOVE THEM VERY MUCH…

     One of the two reasons that I came back here is to meet a friend. So okay, I will not hide his name na or anything 'cause in the first place, no one really reads my blog, second, you do not know him. So okay, it’s a guy and he is Dale. We had this plan to hang out this Sunday 'cause its Cavite City's Fiesta. He came there to Cavite 2 days ahead of me 'cause he lives in Las Pinas for schooling. I actually thought that I am not going to see him anymore 'cause he wasn't txting me for quite some time since I came there, but to my surprise he arrived outsidethe house waiting to pick me up. So there we were, we drove back to his house then attempted to watched a 3 hour movie. But it was an epic fail because for the next 2 hours he'll be going back to Las Pinas. He doesn’t want to go back there yet neither am I. So we had no choice to turn off the laptop and drive off somewhere with Gabby and the driver. So we kinda strolled around the park and drink some cold coffee. Nothing too serious happened, just small talks about his life and mine, then right shortly, they drove me back to my family's place, and did high five's and said goodbye to each other.

      Yeah, I gotta admit, that I was really excited seeing him once again but kinda sad because we had to say goodbyes too early 'cause he had to go back with his family as soon as possible. But on the contrary, I won't gonna deny not to miss him… A lot! But still, I am glad that we met again! ;)
     Shortly, while writing I was kinda interrupted doing this and I've kinda lost my momentum. Because of that, I do not know any more how to end this but let me end this by saying that my happy days are over and want to thank my family, friend, and the God almighty for making me happy, no matter where life takes me. So thank you, you, and You.. ^^

Muli

     Ayun. Ako ay nagmistulang isang talunan muli. Sapagkat may mga bagay na hindi pala pwede. Sapagkat may mga bagay ng gusto mong ipilit pero hindi pala dapat. At dahil doon, napag-alaman ko na hindi pala tayo dapat sige ng sige kasi mahirap pala iyon. Para mo na ring linagay ang sarili mo sa sarili mong hukay.

     Anga akala ko nga ma-re-redeem ko na ang mga noong pagkalugi ko eh. Akala ko lang naman.

     Akala, akala, akala… Puro na lang ako akala, buti nabuhay pa ako. Dahil kung literal ngang nakakamatay ang akala, marahil matagal na akong patay. Sa kabilang banda napagaalaman kong buhay pa naman ako bilang isang hamak na mangangangarap lang. Eh kahit naman kasing anong gawin ko kung hindi naman ito natutupad dahil ayaw itong pahintulutan ng realidad kung kaya’t madalas sila ay nauuwi hanggang sa pangarap na lamang.

Eh ano naman ang magagawa ko? Wala. Kundi…

Manahimik

Mangarap

Maghintay

Magkamali

Manalig

Hanggang sa akoy makasumpong ng tama MULI… :)

My Fault

My fault (is that...):

I trusted easily

I got attach a bit

I disregarded the flaws (lies, secrets, and subtleties)

I poured in a portion of my heart and mind and strength

I let my emotions slip

I knew that I was right that I was wrong

I hoped

I liked

Now, I regret.

What

about

his 

fault? ;)

Happyness and Sadness

     It so sad that my blog says the word HAPPYNESS and I frequently represent it anymore. I kinda feel sorry for myself for being not so happy these days.. But that's life, and that is just plain reality that not all the time we are happy. I know, I know, I should have been posting happy thoughts here and fun experiences but sometimes when a person is too happy they forgot to write things down and starts to be caught up being high and happy. Yeah.. let's just say that Sadness is more of a stronger feeling than Happiness. It lurks in your mind and lingers in your heart or worst, it haunts you down even at your dreams...

     You're probably thinking that I should change my blog's name but nahhh! Never gunna change it. Let's just say that one of my goal now is to be happy and stay happy plus gunna record those things in here. Haha. So okay lemme be a positive person at this moment.. I'm happy right nao because...

-I have 5 days unlimited internet access

-I have eaten a lot of  food for today from Korean to Italian food! :)

-I have the privileged to write down anything that I want here without being dictated by anyone!! Yes, a

  FREEDUMB feeling! :) 

-I have a bed that is so soft and comfty where my back and butt cud lye tonight

-I have a TV usptairs with CATV.. Haha

-I is gunna make a fruit salad tomorrow

-I is gunna eat spagetti later

-I just ate pizza bread just now

-I just again ate my favorite food  in the world earlier: RICE

-I have my God in my heart and in my life. ♥

     Life is not bad after all.. I thank Him.

The SOME of All Things

(A random question and thought of SOME things in life)

ONE

"Why SOME people and SOME things 

are easily taken for granted? 

So sad...

Yet, so true..."

TWO

"SOME things are not just enough to people... 

You exert your time and effort for their happiness... 

Yet they are still unhappy."

THREE

"SOMEtimes... 

We do not know what to prioritize first,

'cause everything seems to look important."

FOUR

"We friend would SOMEtimes

 give our best advices to our friends 

and never ask anything in return 

but for them just not to leave 

nor to forget you... 

And that seems to be enough for you. 

Could not ask for more."
-SCCD

I Hate Things When It Becomes Shitty and All That

     I know that no one will going to read this. And that's okay. I really don't mind at all. 'Coz this post is just all about saying what is purely on my mind cause I just want to let things all out. I've been quite for a very long time.

     You know... Some people are just shitty now a days. Just some...

     And you see, I never intended to be mean, harsh, or to be bitter right nao, 'cause wherever state I am right now of being single is fine. And I know it is going nowhere... for now. I have plans. God's plans. And so, I'm living peacefully and quiet right now and is gradually coping to "life's unfairness" or should I say "human's unfairness?" And so, these shitty beings will suddenly come up to you, and will boast things to you that's gunna hurt you eventually. Like, "WATDAHELL are you saying man?" It is like if you are going to hurt me, do it DIRECTLY not INDIRECTLY 'coz that confuses me more.. Like what are your intentions then? To hurt me with a cute packaging cover-up? Hayyyyy. Can you just be MATURE and THINK NOT OF YOURSELF for a sec?

     When will you ever learn not to hurt people? When will you ever change? 

And for the record man,

     "THINGS ARE DEFINITELY AWKWARD NOW, 'COZ YOU WERE THE ONE WHO MADE EVERYTHING AWKWARD!!!"

      Then if your happy with whatever state you are right now, then BE HAPPY, SHUT THE HELL UP AND DON'T ACT AS IF I'M NOT IN THE ZONE! 

     Dang. This was shitty!

*I apologize for being this and all. Forgive my words but this is rawness... 



THAT'S ALL I HAFTA SAY.

CMFAO: Crying My Fat Ass Off! (As to LMFAO ;>)

     Yeah! YOU! I missyou!

     *SIGH. DEEP SIGH!

      Oh how I miss blogging! I really do! I miss writing, I miss watching tv, I miss playing, I miss strolling, I miss editing videos, I miss everything! But most important of all is I miss MYSELF! Yeah! You heard me right, I miss being myself. Because of these things I'm doing with school stuffs I haffta set aside all I want, and pursue what the time asks me to do. There are lotsov giant task so I haffta re-arrange, re-organize, and re-plan my schedule which is never followed. Well, just sometimes! Hayyy.

     I'm so sad that with these things I am busy with, I barely catch up with other important things that I value! I wanna do things and say things about them 'coz I really do care 'bout it! But it's just like I have no choice but to follow orders of other people 'coz they say that they know "WHAT IS BEST FOR ME". Do they really know? *SIGH. SIGH. SIGH. COUGH! Lol!

    Whatever! But my point is how about what I want? What I believe to? My priorities? Do they know that I get tired and hurt to? AM I EVEN A HUMAN? Indeed! I. Am. A. Human.

~From Natalie Grant's Twitpic, Instagram, or Lockerz...
I don't know! I do not remember!
But the baby looks cute anyway! That's how I cry! ^___^
COL! ='(

    Now a days, its funny that I found myself crying while walking on the streets which I do not usually do (crying on the streets???) and be seen by random people everywhere splashing waterfalls on my face or tearing inside a movie theater while watching an awesomeness, coolness, and action-packed movie called Transformers 3 with a friend not letting her know that I am crying! What the hell is wrong with me? Hahaha! Well let's just say, that's me! I'm emo these days because of these trashy things I feel, see, hear, smell and taste. Yep! TRASHY!

   So yeah, whatever state you are right now, for example, if you are privileged with money, freedom, talent, and everything, use them wisely! Know your values and fulfill all the things that you want to and the things you believe what is best for you! And if you're like me who is shuffling everyday like the LMFAO's Robot, just be diligent and obedient on following the things you  haffta follow even 'zat  you don't want to.'Coz maybe, just probably, it'll bear it's fruit in time. In God's time.

 Yah know,  I sometimes don't  understand many things but I thought... you don't have to understand everything! Yet, still.. I believe, things happens for a reason! DO YOU? :)

*Cheering you up!  Cheering myself up! LOL!

~SCDD

I SURVIVED SUMMER CLASS!

     Sooo.. SUMMER CLASS IS FINALLY OVER! Oh yeah!

     SWEET!

    Felt like I was imprisoned for two thick months!  For the last three weeks of my summer class were like HELL WEEK for me! Awwww! Really. Seriously. And I hate it! There were times that I wasn't feeling happy anymore of what I'm doing. And sometimes, I feel so.. lazy, depressed, and unmotivated. But there were times (a lot of times), that I wasn't sleeping anymore. Yep. Awake for like 24 hours just to finish doing projects or just simply reviewing. Eeewww! I know, I know, THAT SUCKS! But do I looked like I have a choice at all? ZIP! NONE! NADA! Well, apparently I have no choice at all!

    

     So yeah,  I had to suck up all the drama,  pull myself together and deal with it..  So...

TADAAA!!!

~Summer Class is...

FINALLY, AWESOMELY, AMAZINGLY, HANDSOMELY, BEAUTIFULLY, FREAKINGLY, OVERRRRRRRRRRR!

    Yep! You heard me right! It's OVER! And I can't even imagine how I survived it!

    Haha. Well basically, this blog is just me saying how happy and relief I am that classes are over. And tomorrow is our enrollment!

    WHAT THE!

    Just kidding! :DD

*Shout out to all college students out there who had their summer classes this year. You all deserve a pat on the back guys! PEACE! =)


~SCDD Here

The Future of Nursing Informatics

      Technology and the effective use of it – is our future. The future of nursing and Nursing Informatics is in alignment with the future of healthcare – growth in the use of technology to ensure safety, positive outcomes and satisfaction of patients. Nursing is at the forefront of this wave of technology innovation.

     The Nursing Unit of the Future provides nurses with an opportunity to experience, assess benefits and provide feedback regarding new information technologies prior to implementation house-wide. As the nurses evaluate the clinical efficacy of devices and applications, the Nursing Informatics team also evaluates technical and clinical outcomes criteria including:

• How devices withstand normal wear and tear
• How easily information is gathered and recorded
• User friendliness
• Clinician satisfaction
• Time efficiency versus existing methods
• Impact on patient safety
• Impact on patient satisfaction
• Impact on caregiver satisfaction

More Promise for the Future

     The future holds rapid and ongoing paradigm shifts for clinical caregivers, especially in the areas of electronic documentation, physician order entry and the collaborative transformation of clinical practice.4

     Technology holds the promise to eliminate redundancy, aggregate relevant information in easy to access and read formats and improve caregiver efficiency, as it enhances nursing practice and drives improvements in patient quality outcomes.

      Truly, we'd be all  be worse without a NURSE BUT definitely it'll be a misery without NURSING INFORMATICS. ^^

Credits to: http://my.clevelandclinic.org/nursing/informatics.aspx Thank you!

~SCDD HERE.

Happy faces of F.R.I.E.N.D.S. :DD

Basically, we were just

  having fun :)))

Picking Up The Sands and Enjoying The View

on the opposite side of the camera.

 "Friendship isn't a big thing - 

it's a million little things." 

~ Unknown

 F.R.I.E.N.D.S. were captured a year ago (December 2009). 

Credits to Roxanne, Nicole, and Darlene for these shots. ^^

~MyNameIsSCCD

Factors of Nursing Knowledge on Health Care Informatics

     An important part of this approach to technologically enhanced nursing care is the development of universal nursing data languages. The most prominent of these is the International Classification of Nursing Practice (ICNP) being developed by the International Council of Nurses (ICN). “The purpose of the ICNP is to provide a tool for describing and documenting key elements that represent clinical nursing practice” (Canadian Nurses Association, 2001, p. 2). In Canada, work on the Health Information: Nursing Components (HI:NC) represents a national initiative to quantify nursing care for computer data recording and analysis. As well, the “CIHI completed the development of a new Canadian Classification Health Interventions (CCI) that is currently being implemented in a number of provinces. The CCI was developed to be consistent with concepts and terminology in the ICNP. The classification contains a comprehensive list of diagnostic, therapeutic, support and surgical interventions, allowing for the standardized collection of health interventions, regardless of the service provider or service setting” (Canadian Nurses Association, 2001, p. 3). The intent of these languages is to ensure that nursing actions are included in the emerging electronic health records being developed at national and international levels.This is an important intent, since all too often, nursing actions become merged with the general health data of organizations, and are rendered indistinguishable as actual nursing behaviors. The danger though is that the unique qualities of nursing: the caring, the empathy, the customization of client care to suit client preferences and genuine needs may get “lost” or remain unnamed since they do not fit any of the designated data categories. Thus, the recorded data may only reflect the information needed for bureaucratic operations, rather than provide a continuum of individualized care for the client. 

      It is important then, for nurses to become critically aware of how and why they are using computers in nursing care, and that they become knowledgeable and skilled enough to influence the way nursing care becomes digitized. “The nation is at a tipping point in applying enabling technologies to healthcare. With the push coming from the federal government and all corners of the field, this is indeed a far-reaching revolution. The time has come for healthcare to leave the manual tools of the past in the past and turn to the enablers of the 21st century. The nursing profession is being transformed to meet the needs of the new world and will be a major player in the revolution” (Ball, 2005, p. 2). It is up to nurses as a group to choose whether they will be major players who simply perpetuate the modernistic workings of the system, or learn to apply technology to support the provision of true client-centered and supportive care. “Technology demands levels of attention, time and commitment that can be arduous for a nurse and inappropriate to the needs of patients and the clinical environment” (Barnard, 2000, p. 1138).  (http://www.nursing-informatics.com/revealing/technique.html)

My Dad is A Great Cook! =)

    Since Mom went to abroad when I was still in junior high, my Dad was the one who took over the responsibilities in the kitchen. Well, err, I know that it should be me... I'm busy! Hihihi. So okay, he cooks some of this and some of that, and I'm like, "Okay, I'll eat this.. I'll eat that...". But sometimes... it's like this, "WHAT THE HECK IS THIS?.. WHAT THE HECK IS THAT?!" and we've ended up fighting over it!

   
    Well sometimes he pretty sucked on the foods he cooks. Just. Sometimes. Not. All. The. Time. (he''ll understand♥). On the contrary, I always saw in him the DETERMINATION to cook BETTER every time he fix foods for us! He takes extra time and effort to ask his neighbor friends about on recipes he's not usually preparing. So here's a simple post to acknowledge his Greatness in The Kitchen Yow! :)

    
    Well just recently for THREE CONSECUTIVE DAYS, he cooked us THREE-EXQUISITE-AND-DELICIOUS DISHES such as.. 

• Sinigang Na Isda Sa Miso
• Sarciado
• Chicken Afritada

   :DD YumYumYum

     So if you've seen me with my tummy, bloated, well, I've been eatin' like a hardworking construction worker! :)

    THANKS DAD! ♥
   ~MyNameIsSCDD.

Started with a Frown, Ended with a Big Flashy Smile :D

"OH CRAP! What am I gonna do?! I SUCKED AT THIS! !@#$%^&*!123454560987QWERTbvd4erfvd)(*&^%RFT:";yfstbut#4%&*((&Y&^&%&&^kjVj__']\["**"

      Well earlier this afternoon, all of my classmates were so psyched doing this blogging-thingy but really, we were not taught much yet on "How-Is-How" or "What-Is-What"... So I was somehow lost of how this thing works. Even though I asked others on how to do such thing, they were too busy to answer me, and unfortunately our instructor was not there to accompany us due to some other important matters (which of course is understandable). 

     So I was like, "I sucked at this!"

     I feel so clueless

     I'm running out of patience.. (turtle connection)

    And I'm not feeling good about it!

   

   But you know the beauty of IGNORANCE there is that it made me push myself to the limits...

      And I just can't go on with this UNFINISHED BUSINESS hanging on the rack.

      So when I got home, I went straight to my laptop, opened it, and tried to click, type, drag, copy, paste,cut, smash, toss, crush, twist and turn this page out FROM SCRATCH with a turtle connection on my butt!

So, TADAHHHHH!

1st blog!

KBYE! :))))

~TEEHEE!

"Ignorance has its own way of pushing us out of our limits, you've just got to jump high!"

                                              ~MyNameIsSCCD